

I was very near fainting and had the most severe, sudden headache. I believe from the force of my crying and trying so completely hard to gather myself together and stop! It made my head feel like it was bursting. Dear Sister Brock gave me some chewable Tylenol and I hugged on Larin's husband and he almost carried me to the car--I completely lost my headache as I got in my FJ. I went home. I was a disaster waiting to happen. I know that there must be an acronym for it. DWTH

Today was Jaxon's birthday and I was a mess after church. I'm embarrassed that I lost my composure at church in front of so many, but it was wonderful to have the sisters there to give me their love and support as well as a burning witness of the Holy Ghost. They don't know and it's not just one huge trial, it involves many things happening all at once. A convergence of unhappy situations that are way too complex to explain, especially one of the most sad.
Please all of you that visit my blog and don't even know me or my family---think of our family in your prayers.
****Added Monday, Feb. 2, 2009: I just want to let everyone know my post, last night, was not meant to mean that I'm special or in anyway deserving of all that I received. I felt so humbled by the experience that I went to my knees in thankfulness. Really... it was a reassurance to me that my Heavenly Father is really aware of each one of us and I needed that reassurance for not only me, but for all of our family. I love them all beyond absolutely anything in my life.
Love, Prayers, Sisters in Relief Society, Testimony
4 comments:
I love you Mom! There really are thousands of people praying for the family right now. Really! I hope that there is comfort in that for everyone....there is a comfort in me for that....tho there still is sadness.
I love you!
Bree is right. That is comforting. I wish I could fast forward to the end and have some happy thoughts once again. I have woken up several days in a row now with a stiff and soar back and neck. I know it's from not being able to relax. I guess I am just one of the lucky ones who has continued to sleep every night through this.(pregnancy induced sleep) But at a small cost.
i love you mother. i enjoyed your testimony. we CAN and WILL make it through.
Hi...Love you Hee Hee
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